Busy week!

Salam and hello semua....

I am sorry because did not post any new entry recently. Being a working women and a mother of the only one doter( manyak karenah ooo) and a wife of fussy hubby( also banyak songeh) make me so busy. Yeap..really, am getting busy this week coz a lot of thing that hanging need to be settle. I am working with private company that dealing with oversea clients, always have workload till make me fully occupied....hussshhh...what I can do? I have to take this responsibility....have to....:( If have choice, sure I want to resign early and goyang kaki di rumah dehh...tapi engak bisa kok!

But sometimes...I enjoy my job actually coz I can access internet easily, can chit-chatting wif friend online, can blogging, can spend a lot of times to merayau here there...dah memang my job have to be done in front of PC since its not limited, as long as my own task is completed on time and deliver the project before due date. Not working on Saturday is the best thing for me, not like previous company that I am working with them before. My job right now still the best among all and great pay so far.

So.....what make unsatisfied right?.....Actually what make me burst out my feeling like this is.... sometimes the overload work me sick, sometimes the projects make me bored, sometimes the unrealistic expectation make me crazy...fussy client and choosy vendor make me tired:( huhuhu....help mummy!....Sometimes...when my boss was not in the mood, he will pressure me as well.....huaahuaaaa....luckily he is not a lady which always bad mood once in a month...hihihi. Yeahhh....am stresssss now!

owhhhhhhh....yeahhhh the stress melt away...so I can smile!




It is ok..forget about the above frustration. Ignore it as I am just wanna to release my tension.....! What am doing this week ehh?...hehehe....with busy schedule I still can have chance to attend SPA interview last Tuesday. Kekeke...I took half day leave and spend about 4 hours there. Nothing much happen..just the usual procedure, almost the same question been asking by interviewer. Don't ask me why am still want to join government sector ok...I am just try my luck..if ada rezeki or not then...just wait n see..accept whatever will happen in future. Tawakal aje...ada rezeki Insyallah:) Not only this one, before this, I am get used already attending interview for SPA one, even am working with private sector right now that does not mean I estimate my self. I have to keep hunting new job with good guarantee like salary, allowance, suitable position and anything that convenience for employee like me, and the most important is we must target for better life. We never know what we will get in future right, so better be prepare early.

What am nagging this early morning ehh....with cold weather outside, raining this whole morning. sejuksssss.......... My boss just came from outstation, am busy actually and "buat-buat busy" also to avoid he keep calling me to his room...hehehehe. So lazy lorrr....am miss my hubby who just sent me to work this morning...hissh baru jumpa sudah rindu ka?...hahahaa..miss my babyboo, my sweet doter at home, this morning before she go to her auntie's house sempat juga she took her princess dress...ececee...belum mandi udah dah pandai2 nak bergaya dia...hishh..below is her old picture taken during book launching of my boss book last February. She busy playing around....sweating and "comot" suddenly the camera man took her picture...sempat dia senyum juga...hahha..memang dia ni.
Her favorite word is "Anak mama kacak"...ngeeeeeee.....

Ok, latest update about my asthma treatment...hmmm not that good. So I decided to stop after took the medicine for 2 weeks coz my asthma getting worst. After I stop then I realised...ehhh my asthma attack became seldom already. What can I say haaa....let it be first. I will try another method or treatment next time. Hope everything will be going better soon:)

Asthma

Hello there....

huhhh long time I did not update my blog. I am not so busy actually but a bit lazy:P
Topik hari ini ialah..sila rujuk gambar rajah di atas.....hehehe....
Sebenarnya I tengah...tengah..bertarung dengan penyakit!...hisssh ngeri bunyi nya kan?
heeee tak delah apa..sakit biasa aja, I memang ada penyakit asthma since I berumur 9 tahun.
Dah lama I menghidap sakit ni, hanya makan pil dan bila umur I masuk 20 tahun baru I start guna inhaller untuk redakan kesesakan nafas.

Yang best nya, during my pregnancy of my daughter...lansung I tak de kena serangan asthma. Macam magic pula kan..tapi memang bestlah. Masa pregnant I jarang kena flu dan demam which I selalu tak sihat kalau tak bebadan dua. That is why I really enjoy that moment...rasa mcm nak putar balik aje. Even masa nak melahirkan pun I tak kena serang asthma...after two month of confinement, then baru kena serangan asthma balik....aihhh?...pelik pula. Tapi masa tu, keadaan masih under control which I hanya kena serangan asthma seklai seminggu or dua minggu.
Sudah bermacam2 cara I cuba berubat, cara tradisional pun sudah. Satu kejadian I tak boleh lupakan is, chinese treatment nihhh..adoiii sakit hingga sekarang masih meninggal kan kesan. I rasa seumur hidup akan tetap ada kesan ni kot...kat kedua belah bahu I...ada dua kesan kena bakar..mcm injection BCG tu, tapi yang I punya kembang. Sebab I punya dua kesan each bahu, mean I pergi berubat 2 kali, ingatkan dapat sembuh..hampehhh. Sakit adalah....orang tu pegi letak hirisan halia dan satu benda berbiji di kedua belah bahu tu dan bakar guna benda macam colok maybe...then tiup, tiup, tiup...adehhh sakit you..terbakar kulit tu. Memang meleleh airmata...sakit! Then ada pernah juga berubat makan hati kelawar bakar, hati beruang pun ada...pahitnya ya ampun!....Demi nak berubat kan makan juga, makan benda2 pelik yang mcm makanan ala-ala eksotik...hahahaha...tak de apa nya....masih juga ada penyakit nihh. Degil nak mampus!..Kalau cakap pasal makanan kesihatan MLM pula....haaaa jangan cakap lah..berjenis I pernah cuba, yang murah yang mahal I dah pernah amalkan. Nampak gayanya masih macam tu juga. Dalam awal tahun ni I selalu kena serangan asthma, hampir setiap malam. Seksa!...

Recently I ada pergi berubat di Klinik Langit cara perubatan Islam di area Satok. Mula2 datang tu I inform the Ustaz I cuma ada penyakit asma. Then dia "scan" tangan kiri I dan dia dapat tahu pula yang I ada penyakit lain = resdung....aihhh...I cuba nak sembunyi2 bukan apa..nak jimat duit sebab bayaran berubat di situ mahal lahh..I konon nak jimat tapi kantoi..hihihihi. Segala macam penyakit I dia tahu...sakit kepala, keputihan etc ect...wahhh memang hebat, I wonder how come he know ehh?....Subhanallah!!...Kuasa Allah!!..
Dia bagi I minum madu with big mug of plain water, after that another plain water again...of course ada doa dia bacakan while I minum. Few minutes I rasa dizzy...loya!..Dia suruh I muntah....ehhh I hairan...pesal dia suruh muntah?...Then dia cakap, dont worry...its first step to wash all the kotoran dlm paru2!..I memang dah tak tahan..apalagi muntah muntah habis2....setengah baldi tu cuma sisa buangan I sahaja. Fuhhh...pas tu lega lah sikit...dia cakap I cuma muntah kahak dan lendir penyebab sakit I tu....eiii I sendiri lihat pun geli!..macam2 warna ada...merah kuning hijau coklat...hehhee..pastu...rest kejap. Titik ubat redung dlm hidung...pedih!..Dia bagi minum madu again and minum plain water banyak2..kembung perut.
Sebelum balik, mereka bagi beberapa jenis ubat dan madu untuk I makan dalam masa 2 minggu...wait and see lah. Sekarang ni dah masuk minggu kedua, this weekend baru pergi lagi untuk rawatan susulan. So far tak dpt nak komen banyak, cuma bersin tu ada kurang sikit.... alhamdulillah. Asthma masih ada certain malam2 kena..yelah bertahun2 I sakit..nak sembuh tak kan sekejap sangat kan. Sabar dulu...syukur sangat ada pengurangan resdung tuhh. Pantang utama cuma ais...no ice drinks, no ice cream...!

I cuma berharap agar penyakit I ni berkurangan sikit, walau tak sembuh betul2 atleast ada kurang. I teringin hidup macam orang lain..bebas dari penyakit ini. Insyallah!

Ada tak apa2 petua lain selain dari elak minum ais?....mana tahu ada cara2 yang I tak pernah cuba?..hehheheh...